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Like every year, it's time to write down a new balance in my life ...
This year has been one of a series of years of changes. Perhaps the most difficult one, which included beautiful moments of those that will mark my life forever.
Today I am lucky to be able to share my day not only with Sol and my two children, but also with my mother, for the first time in several years. But this is not my only reason for happiness, as because it was such a complex year, I feel the affection of those who are not physically with me more than ever. It's 5.30am, I've been awake for an hour (my daughter usually wakes me up 6am, so I'll try to write before she starts her day) and I started receiving messages since 12am in Argentina, 3 hours before my birthday here in Canada . I do not know why, this year I give this an even more special value than previous years, so thank you all.
This year in particular, although I could mention many things that have impacted my life, such as the explosive growth of ComIT, I think I'll highlight 3 issues in my life that have marked me.
In the first place, family health issues that kept me awake at night. While everything is on track to be solved, it is difficult to live this from far away, wanting to accompany someone you love and not knowing much of what's going on. Many see the nice side of living in a first world country. Many see security, house, whatever. But few see the associated cost. That of which not many of us speak. And I think one of the worst costs is not being able to be there for those that you love when they need us.
The second issue was my debut in legal aspects due to the decision to finish working together with a toxic person who took advantage of two good will people for years, tensing relationships and putting us in uncomfortable situations. Although we tried to do it peacefully, this perverse person could not react in another way that was not deranged. That caused me a lot of stress, but luckily things are on track, because one is always driven by its values and principles, and must believe that divine justice eventually exists and things are resolved. And definitely the decision was one of the best we could have made.
The third issue, and not minor, is the arrival of Amy. The arrival of each of my children, Noah and Amy, marked me deeply. And Amy arrived in a difficult year, in a complete change of context. Noah was born in Argentina, where we knew the rules of the game, and Amy came in total uncertainty. We had millions of fears, different from Noah's. It was not simply having a second child, but having it in a new environment, with new processes and procedures, alone. Amy changed our lives again and we are still adapting to it. It has not been easy and it has been once again one of the most beautiful things in my life. I am in love with my children. Each one of them with a distinct and beautiful personality. They drive me crazy in good and bad ways. They make my day.
From the day Noah was born, and now continuing with Amy, in my head always resonates a song, which I sing to Amy every other day, and is called Bienvenito, by Ivan Noble. And I want to transcribe a couple of sentences that describe my thought (in spanish is beautiful):
We brought you to an absurd, difficult and beautiful place
full of people jumping to kick the ball while hitting others with their elbows
I would give an arm for you, but to tell the truth,
sometimes dad is very silly, better ... give your hand to mom
Now, it's time to get up officially to be a father of two beautiful children ....
This year has been one of a series of years of changes. Perhaps the most difficult one, which included beautiful moments of those that will mark my life forever.
Today I am lucky to be able to share my day not only with Sol and my two children, but also with my mother, for the first time in several years. But this is not my only reason for happiness, as because it was such a complex year, I feel the affection of those who are not physically with me more than ever. It's 5.30am, I've been awake for an hour (my daughter usually wakes me up 6am, so I'll try to write before she starts her day) and I started receiving messages since 12am in Argentina, 3 hours before my birthday here in Canada . I do not know why, this year I give this an even more special value than previous years, so thank you all.
This year in particular, although I could mention many things that have impacted my life, such as the explosive growth of ComIT, I think I'll highlight 3 issues in my life that have marked me.
In the first place, family health issues that kept me awake at night. While everything is on track to be solved, it is difficult to live this from far away, wanting to accompany someone you love and not knowing much of what's going on. Many see the nice side of living in a first world country. Many see security, house, whatever. But few see the associated cost. That of which not many of us speak. And I think one of the worst costs is not being able to be there for those that you love when they need us.
The second issue was my debut in legal aspects due to the decision to finish working together with a toxic person who took advantage of two good will people for years, tensing relationships and putting us in uncomfortable situations. Although we tried to do it peacefully, this perverse person could not react in another way that was not deranged. That caused me a lot of stress, but luckily things are on track, because one is always driven by its values and principles, and must believe that divine justice eventually exists and things are resolved. And definitely the decision was one of the best we could have made.
The third issue, and not minor, is the arrival of Amy. The arrival of each of my children, Noah and Amy, marked me deeply. And Amy arrived in a difficult year, in a complete change of context. Noah was born in Argentina, where we knew the rules of the game, and Amy came in total uncertainty. We had millions of fears, different from Noah's. It was not simply having a second child, but having it in a new environment, with new processes and procedures, alone. Amy changed our lives again and we are still adapting to it. It has not been easy and it has been once again one of the most beautiful things in my life. I am in love with my children. Each one of them with a distinct and beautiful personality. They drive me crazy in good and bad ways. They make my day.
From the day Noah was born, and now continuing with Amy, in my head always resonates a song, which I sing to Amy every other day, and is called Bienvenito, by Ivan Noble. And I want to transcribe a couple of sentences that describe my thought (in spanish is beautiful):
We brought you to an absurd, difficult and beautiful place
full of people jumping to kick the ball while hitting others with their elbows
I would give an arm for you, but to tell the truth,
sometimes dad is very silly, better ... give your hand to mom
Now, it's time to get up officially to be a father of two beautiful children ....
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